to tell the truth

(It's alright) if I'd die.
But I am afraid of death.
You tell me you don't have your hope.
But I'm crying in my mind it's you my hope.
I don't care whatever happens.
But I struggle to get free.
The colourful landscape let me covered my face with my hands.
Because it does not suit me.
But I know its beauty more than anybody.
You existed when I made up my mind that I would live alone.
To tell the truth, I wanna be with you.
So here I stand, waiting for you.

死んでもいいと思う。
でも死ぬのは恐い｡
「希望がないわ」と君は言う｡
でも僕には君こそが僕の希望なんだ。
どうでもいいと思う。
でもどうにかしようともがいている｡
色付く景色に顔を覆う｡
僕なんか似合わないから｡
ほんとは誰よりもその美しさを知っているのに｡
一人で生きていこうと決めた心の内には君の存在があった｡
ほんとは、君と一緒になりたい｡
だから君を待って、僕はここにいる｡